today, found out the truth although to you it doesn't matter but to me it matter a lot. although the thing you told me really hurt so much because in just bout 1 month of our break up you are already attached again, you are telling me you never really love me before and i was right after what you have told me...to myself i never know i would love you so much that although i given everything back to you but i kept only the wallet and every time i see the wallet i would think of you. everyday now i could not eat, could not sleep and could not think well, and i think i will not love another woman in my life anymore. because my heart will be with you, and it's always till the day i draw the last breath of my life. i know you won't be looking into my blog anymore that's the reason now i have wrote all this feeling i have down, this place will be the only place i can tell my secret to now...because you will only spend time with your newly found love or maybe you already love him even before we are together, and i have also realize i only have one photo of us taken together. so sad to say i know we also won't be sharing our happiness and sadness together anymore.....dear huixian i will always rmb the days we had spent tgt for my life and i hope you will be happy.........