no more crying anymore from now on already...because my heart is completely broken into pieces and nothing can fix it back anymore....when i am bathing just now, i wanted to cry out as it's the only time i can do it...but no-matter how hard i tried nothing come out of my eyes, then i saw myself in the mirror i have a look which have no emotion on the face then i realize my heart is really broken into pieces by you and it will never heal up even 1/10 of it's original...all i have on my face now is all fake...this is the day where i felt i have lost everything in this world and really have no meaning to live on....now i just hope that i will get into a fatal accident and die on the spot so i can free myself...there is nothing i can do to have you return to me anymore....all hope is lost for good....only can wish you could be happy from now on..............