i must have been lying to myself ytd...because i haven let it go yet, because i've been thinking bout you so much...i just want you back with me, i hate the feeling i have now, wanted to cry but really nth come out from my eyes, can't smile and laugh like i use to be all the smiles i put on was all fake i dun want to be like this...i really hope i can be dead now...feeling so terrible...can't sleep at night too everyday i slp only around 4am in the morning, all i do was stare at the computer and thinking of you...just want to go drink till i die.....loss of motivation to do everything.........

but you are already with somebody else....nth more i can do....