i have realize the more i do to correct my mistake the more wrong things i will do.

just like i did not know returning you those things will make you despise and hate me even more then before, eveytime i want to do something to make you feel better but in the end make you despise me more, take our last date as example, i was so happy we get to meet up to have dinner tgt at last, and otw there i tod you are just tired, and i'm not feeling very well so did not talk much but in the end things happen. i rather we nve meet on the particular day. when i return the thing i did not have the thought of making you unhappy but too things just happen like dat....all i did was just want to redeem myself and want to proof that i wun commit the same mistake but then i was condemed...without even given chance to proof it....now that i know whatever i do will make you hate/despise or even treat me as someone who you didn't even get to know before i shall do nth anymore, do nth to make you even take a second look of me....to even know i existed...i just want to tell you i'm sorry but i dun dare to call you up................

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