haix....just feel like comin here to trash out the unhappyness...this might be the only thing i can trufully say out my feeling...so i decide not to stop blogging.......

for the past 1 week plus 3 days i have felt the same way...just can't get over it....although it's not so hurting this time round but i still felt lost everytime i think of it...although you said that it's not everything, but to me it is...i have also wondered whether i truly know the meaning for loving someone now, i know that loving someone is want them to be happy no matter what they do or decide, but i only thought of having you with me to love you...does it call love you this way?? For one week, and i still can't get the answer.

this one week have been one of the most suffering week for me....having to lose you and getting sick for almost one month and now having some pimple-like thing at my eye area, plus having so much 'sai kang' to do alone at work...still got to act like nothing happen untill late night i would cry to sleep and because of that i have been not enough sleep most of the time...don't know how long will this be lasting...hope it's not a life-time...

tomorrow going to polyclinic on my own again, it's been like that from the first time i went to polyclinic and can say it's has been more than 6 years i've gone there alone...don't know is going to pluck my tooth or just go for checking-up for preparation of plucking...pray god that is plucking and also it will not be so painful as what other people said so...

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