how i wish time can return to the past where i can correct my wrong doing and makes thing in right place...

today the first time i almost get into an accident cos i cross the road forgetting to see whether there is any car passing by anot...luckily it's a bike and it rode just right in front of my eye and i still dun realise it first and i just continue walking and i just suddenly realise only after i finish crossing the road...i have not cried today and i dunno when i'll start crying...because for the one month i have been afraid of just one thing and it just happen ytd night...i did not know how i should react first but after i realise that it just happen and now i dunno what to do....

tmr having my IPPT hope i can just pass it once and for all....and stop frowning for my IPPT till i ORDing

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