after ssssssoooooooo long nve update le....today shall update abit.....

today is 27 DEC 2009....it is 728 days from the day our first date....it is a very special day of our life...actually today going to watch 'alvin and the chipmunks 2'.....but sadly god did not help me cos when we wanna go watch that time the ticket is selling fast so we gotta change to another movie...haix.......and there is something i wanna say to her today but something is urging not to as after i said it our relation may turn out not as good...plus i am also afraid to say it...haix i have become such a coward now...feel so lousy toward my life cos my NS life is also quite mess up now...and my whole life is already mess up since the day i failed to score well in my 'O' lvl...hope there is ppl out there to give my courage to move on and do better in my life in the future...

i shall end my blog now.....to be continue.....