sad, tired confuse...what should i do...

so long since i last update...
dis week is a long weekend for me...and next week is my POP le...feeling so lost....cos i will miss the time i had spent wid my squadmate in HTA...these moments we shared no matter bitter or sweet will surely be in the memories for my life till i drew the last breath...so much things happen in there...first we started not knowing each other and doin thing individually and eventually we came to be friends that sees each other almost everyday den like brothers dat shares happy and painful time tgt...life in HTA wasn't easy but we make it fun to us all...and we passed out tgt now...

today, 2nd may i have stayed at home and oni played game this bring back memories where before i went to NS i did this almost everyday...and i wondered have i grown to be a man now??i'm not sure of it either...