hi everyone im back again le...jus got hm from chalet not long ago...n noe wad...dis is e most sufferring chalet i ever had...cos i keep coughing for the whole chalet la even now when im typing dis post...dunno wad happen to my stupid weakling throat la...for two week plus le...now like talk also got abit prom lo...haix...plus chalet oni BBQ eat...worst nightmare sia...but nvm im havin tonnes of fun there with all those HD esp old bird staff...haha...and i finally saw e SHARINGAN of thomas...haha...so style sia...but i bet he dun realli like ba lol...hope can organise same chalet wid e same ppl next yr again...i'll missed it...

these few days stayed at hm most of the time cos not working...quite bored la...so it mean dat shld be time to do some training be4 goin to NS le...but still gotto wait for my weakling throat to recover first...now starting to stare at com le, jia lat liao...anyway nth much to blog at the moment so guddabye!!!!!!!!

hi everyone...i cant slp again...haix...these few days keep emoing at hm...got nth to do...and u noe wad my life has been becomin more and more dull le...cos its lack of something...money, gal, or friend??i dunno myself...still trying to figure out the cos...

has been staring my com doin nth for 6hrs!!!!i didnt noe how i did it but it amazing la...cant believe i can stare at com for 6hrs doin nth...life's getting more and more and MORE dull these months...ever since may...dunno who will look into my blog nowdays but i jus hope someone would look into my heart and tell me wad had happened to me...cos i feel dat im not myself anymore...cant explain in mere words...just that the CHENYINYUAN is not the CHENYINYUAN i once knew....im quite cheerful in the past but now i seem to cant accept the reality in life...i cant do well in anything i do...example: study, work, and even handle simple problem in life...the only thing i realised is im not myself anymore...this is so FREAKING retarded...

goin NS soon...january 6th 2009...in police academy...

im so sad...

im confused now...dunno wad is e relationship wid her...everytime e ans i get now is 'i don't know' so now i dunno wad to do...getting sleepless night again...Zzzz

today is Stephanie Dtai Cai Xia last day working at Esplanade HD le...so sad she got to go Vivocity HD and at e sametime du lan wid e office ppl dunno why they doing such an unacceptable decision...i going to resign frm HD soon too...

today after work me, thomas, weegee, derren, angeline and e female lead Dtai Cai Xia went to MS eat...eat till very full lo...cos we brought alot of food...lol..and we had lots of fun today...how i wish time can be stop at that moment cos i didnt have so much fun and laughter for dunno how long le...and most of us resigning soon dunno when we stil can meet up to have fun again...today took quite a few pic wid weegee HP..hope to get e pic soon so that i can keep those memories in my phone to rmb today and everyone...

I'M GETTING BORED WID NIGHT LIFE AND SLEEPLESS NIGHT!!!!!!!

the only thing i can say after so long nve update is....life is still still suck...that's it...