hihihihihihihi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ytd is a very secial day for me...most of you must have guess it...cos there is oni two thing in dis world will make me happy and sad..haha hope u guys will get it right...especially my band of brothers... :)

hehe...my dear counselor cum nurse lin cum teacher got a new post le...haha...

and today morning she wake me up..but at the same time i jus msg her..lol...den i go get ready for work le...waited for bao la...den went work le lo...today whole day dun feel like working lo...nb de la for nth get shouted at...upsad la...den 5:15pm finish work went to find her but in the end nve meet dao cos she meetin her friend but nvm cos going to find her is a last min thing so im not disapointed la... :) den went hm lo...do nth til now cos internet jus now cannot use...den now come blog le...done for today le...bye bye...

signing off -- -=yinyuan=-

today is 29th of DEC 2007...wak up around 11++...den ply game wid my bro..den eat lunch at home...den ply e 'ming xin san que yi' till 3PM go bath...den go out le...watch movie wid her..e show so funny lo..i laugh alot la..den after e show went walk walk lo...den suddenly she wan to eat so went to food court eat...den saw newton and his sis...lol...i tik they saw us too...den shld be they tell liyan we goin out today...cos after our dinner when we walking halfway toward her home liyan called her la...den ask whether its true lo...den she ask mi to tok to liyan haha den i act blur keep hello-ing...lol...den i almost being knock by car sia cos i 'ge siao' too much le...lol..den luckily she pulled me back...den after crossing the road we sit at the bus-stop waitin for my bus to go home den sit there chat while waitin...afterall today we tok bout lots of stuff la..den when bus come i go hmoe le lo...but u noe wad...she say when she walking back she feel no mood le...wonder why..and i forgot to say...i SAW WEI SEN!!!!!!!!!!lol...i guess he eating dinner ba but dunno wid hu...haha...k my blog got to stop here le...i've enjoyed myself.hope u too enjoyed today...

signing off...-=YinYuan=-

these few days keep smsing with her...feel that we are closer then before le...everything going on fine...but just that i keep forgetting to take my medicine although she already reminded me...see this is how forgetful i am...got to go to work le...bye....

i feel that I'm getting happier and happier these days and all thanks to my counselor cum nurse lin cum teacher...lol...

today is 24th of Dec...normally i shld be happy but dis time round im kind of feeling sad...and today im sick due to last few day at the children class not enough sleep and too much stress ba...today went to give her the present but think dat wad i wish wun come true ba...so now i have decided to move forward and forget thing dat is already is impossible to come true go..although i noe i wil regret it but dat is the only option i left with now...from now on i have to live for myself...dun u agree?

hope i can do it...as i noe i cant...

i feel so lonely...no one realli understood what i realli want...and i dunno how to tell them...

no goal in life..so what is the goal of me living now??

'no meaning'

today im here to update...change myHP and number le..phone change to N81 le...and number change to 98179197...pls take note of that...

for sunday...went to my religious place but im late...it start at 130pm but i 200pm den wake up...den reach there at around 330pm...den at there discuss bout the upcoming class..den went to XXT to have a 'meeting' again...

den monday went to work as usual...and it is high volume...WTF lo tired like hell den somemore 6 people nve come either on leave or MC...weak sia lol...den went hm t 10++ lo...fuck de lo..

tuesday also work lo..but lucky not busy...quite ok..den finish work at 8++ went to find alan, siewmei and JB..den go eat...den find alan de stupid 'ah pek gao' cal 'mika'...den go hm at 11++ den eat again den now update and goin to slp soon...

working is realli borin.everyday is almost the same...eat slp work oni...

and i got my pay le!!!!WOW! but v little..sad...$594 oni...den pay back my bro $150...den got to buy shirt and pant...so poor again...anyway gtg..bye...

life suck...too borin...and im so poor now...hope to get my pay sooner...haix..

reali hope that thing can turn back to the past...i miss those days...

this is nokia 5610...

but nvm le...i buying n81 le...