this is the phone i wanted




i want the school life...now everyday i'm workingand nth else...feel that im getting nowhere but toward loniness...

time flies so fast...its been almost a week already...thing that i have said is true...i will never lie for such thing...

tues after the prom night...went to club momo...first time going clubbing...quite fun..went home very late...

wed morning wake up le go work...till 7pm like that went home then eat hao go sleep le cause i'm too tired le...

thurs went work as per norml...den went home 7++pm too...den eat dinner then online awhile then go sleep le...

fri...wenbao working with me le...lol...went to work together with him...den around 7++pm go hm le...then accompany him go shop for shirt and at the same time go see got any HP nice de and cheap de cos wanna change HP le...then went home and there is nothing for me to eat...shack then no choice cook maggie mee eat...

im not having a good meal this week...and i feel that im falling sick soon...i need someone to take care of me...

so long never update my blog le...now cannot slp cos still thinking of something so come update as well...

on Tuesday, went to get e address of the place i will be working at...den come back meet Alan, JB and yan den slack lo...den till night den go home sleep...

on Wednesday, went to work at 130pm at tampines, till 7++pm den go home...den use com den sleep lo..

on Thursday, went to work at 11am, do a lot of thing at work,den also 7++pm den go home...

on Friday, went to work t 130pm, den very less thing to do...den 7++ go home le...den meet Alan, Ming, JB, Yan and Sen...den slack til very late..till 2++am den go home sleep...

on Saturday, is Yan birthday went out at 530pm...den go eat steamboat, walk walk, den see them play billiard as i dunno how to play so never play...den went back tampines to watch movie 'HERO' and that is a fucking idiot show lo..ending suck to the core...den went back home le...around 2++ reach home...

i really feel very lonely after each day pass by, all alone in this world...

---signing off---
-=yinyuan=-

this update is a promise i given to someone that i will update yesterday...i don't know why i gave this promise, maybe i'm use to it ba...but nevermind a promise is a promise..i'll have to make sure it's done...

let start from wednesday...erm that day i didn't do anything much because the previous day went drinking then i vomited 3 times...feel so terrible then...in the afternoon i went for an interview for a job...then went back tampines find yan and sen eat....then meet alan and siew mei...and JB come also...then we slack for very long...

then thursday...did nothing and play games at home and prepare myself to have enough slp for my friday midnight work...

then friday sleep almost the whole day...den at night went to work at 1130pm...till the morning then go home...

saturday...10++am reached home then went to sleep le...around 8++ den wake up...then tell the person i dun want the job le too tired le...then went 824 eat dinner with ah ming...then go home sleep again...

sunday (today)...wake up 4++pm then go out eat with my parent then go my grandma house...then she come my house stay and i go meet JB, ah ming, yan, sen, alan and siew mei...then slack till 1++am then go home then i watch tv till mow then update my blog..

---signing off---
-=yinyuan=-

today so happy...finish o lvl exam le...den i ytd online applied two job for admin staff...den both of them called me i dunno which to chose so hard...one at airport high pay but working environment is all malays...den second one is at tampines central but workin time is not confirm de...cos will need to work overtime til v late...den pay not v good...but i feel happy becos so fast they called me already...

--signing off--

-=yinyuan=-

these few day i'm feeling so lonely...i noe there is ppl around me dat concern mi...but all i could was see them but i cant feel them...they are right beside mi...talking to me but den all i see was their black and white face n how their mouth moves..i could not hear anything...

life is just like a game of chinese chess...once a wrong move made mean you lose e whole game...in reallity one mistake made mean losin everything...

im feeling more n more empty as days pass...what shld i do...---signing off---

-=yinyuan=-

so many days have pass..quite alot happen..gd as well as bad things...

on monday i've got 3 papers..first start wid english paper 1...doin quite ok wid it den english paper 2...did it ok too...hope jus can pass my english wid C5 or C6 can le...den maths paper 1...i feel i did it v well...

tuesday i've got oni maths paper 2...did it well too...i'm having confident of getting at least a B3 for maths...

wednesday i've got my MT retake paper...doin not so well...hope i will get a C5 wid it...den went slack wid pong til 2++ den go hm...

den today thursday...slp til 4pm...den wak up le wan use com to watch 'hitman reborn' but cannot watch also dunno why...den study le lo...so sian..den wan dl e flash player for my laptop but dunno wad happen jus cannot install it...den 8++ go eat my dinner...9++ come hm den study lo...study til goin mad le...

tmr im havin my physic paper...hope i cn do well...signing off---

-=yinyuan=-