these few days i've been losin my slp...i wonder y i cant slp..especially today im so tired but just cant fall aslp...i feel so empty in my heart...i never feel so lost for a long time...i wish i can forget but i cant...it so hard to forget those thing...especially those few months...maybe those was e most happiest times of my life...now dat my life change from a colourful world to jus black and white...i wonder how long black and white world will ever change to a colourful world again or would it be jus black and white from now til the last day of my life...