tmr havin 3 papers...eng paper1 and paper2 in e mornin and math paper1 in e afternoon pls bless dat e paper is easy so that i can pass well to go to poly...cos i already do wad ever to make myself pass le...and everyone pls pray for me ok...

so many days nve update le...wednesday got chem exam...did so badly and i almost dun wan to take my 'o' lvl exam already....den 5++ go 802 drink wid lihan, JB nd company...den v late go hm...
today got geo exam...did it quite ok so quite happy bout it...but upcoming monday got 3 PAPERS..knn die liao...8am is eng paper1...den paper2...den afternoon is math paper one...siao liao lo...so many den all so important tgt..cb...fuck it sia...
now cannot slp den update lo...everyday also cannot slp lei dunno y also...wish i can slp in e nite lo...cos nite time is so lonely cannot find ppl chat den nth to do also...ok mi gonna update til here oni...hope i have some wonderful life waitin for mi in my future ba...

cant slp...so sian...

life is so bored now...

today is my 'o' lvl practical exam...did it quite ok...shld be rather happy now but i feel only emptyness inside of me...

ytd nite have a v strange dream...i saw myself holding a gal hand and smile v happy...but i cannot see who is e gal...but suddenly i saw myself lying on e road covering with blood!!and den i saw myself in a coffine e next moment...and becos of dat i was so shock and wake up in cold sweat from dat dream...can anyone tell mi wad does dis dream mean??does dis mean dat im goin to die soon???im so afraid now...

and who can go to sch wid mi to give e 'prom nite' money???

wad shld i do...

why i cant slp...im havin my practical tmr...im not nervous so shld be able to slp de...but i guess there is only one reason...haix...i jus cant let it go...maybe becos of dat reason i cant slp for so many nite ba...and so many nite i've been so lonely all nite without anyone returning my msg...everything is so quiet even my hp...



my hp have been silent for so long...i jus want to be like e past when i receive so many msg from you...or waitin for u to cal mi anytime of e day...

i'm hopin to have dat kind of days back

bored bored bored bored...BORED!!!!!!!

i hate e life im havin now...i wan e old days back...haix....

im goin crazy soon.....

why bother about im bored lookin after yinhao oni now...before this you keep throwin him for mi to look after now that so much thing happened den u consider how i feel...wad the point of doin dis now...it already useless now why bother...i starting to feel that im being left out by this family...when nth happen you all dun care...oni when things happen lik findin out im doin something not right den you all care...wad for doin now its all useless...when i need ur care u dun give..when i dun wad it u give mi for fuck...i hate this family of mine...outside ppl are even better den u all are...like mi mean like mi dun lik mean dun lik...they are so true unlike u ppl always doing all these uneccesary thing...fuck off and just dun bother mi anymore...

these few days i've been losin my slp...i wonder y i cant slp..especially today im so tired but just cant fall aslp...i feel so empty in my heart...i never feel so lost for a long time...i wish i can forget but i cant...it so hard to forget those thing...especially those few months...maybe those was e most happiest times of my life...now dat my life change from a colourful world to jus black and white...i wonder how long black and white world will ever change to a colourful world again or would it be jus black and white from now til the last day of my life...

I NEED PRIVACY OK...MY FATHER SO WHAT...MY FATHER MEAN CAN ANYHOW SEE MY THING AR...FATHR BIG FUCK IZZIT...WAN TO SEE MY THING TELL MI I LET U SEE...U SEARCH MY BAG WITHOUT MY PREMISSION IS INTRUDING MY PRIVACY..I DUN LIK IT...I ANYHOW SEE UR THING U ALSO DUN LIK RIT...NA BEI CHI BYE...FUCK U LAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now that my life is all black and white and no other color already...what should i do to get all those colorful life of mine back...i think i'm depress now...just want someone to kill me now so that i'm free from all these torturing...can i??=( is it no one think of me or i think they never think of me...i reaaly need care and love...where can i get it...i'm so scared...

sad...haix...

IM SO BORED..NO PPL MSG ME TO ASK MI GO OUT...IM GOIN CRAZY SOON!!!!!ARGH ITS NOT SOON IM ALREADY CRAZY NOW...HP SO QUIET HSE SO QUIET...IM LIVING IN A QUIET HELL!!!MSG PPL NO PPL REPLY ME...IM NOT A GHOST LA...



im s o sad now

maybe i should close my blog le...cos i think nobody ever care to read my blog n not even tag in my tag board...maybe im jus an extra life which nobody even care to take a look at me for now...sadded =(

who want to go GP study with me sms me??thank you...

so funny i dreamof my magic card ytd...lol...