it should be our 9th month together but we didn't last til this long..i was bored and rotting at hm e whole day...i hav lost interest in everything even plyin of games...life looks meaningless nw...i dun hav a goal in my life anymore...today my mom ask mi y nve go out cos its 25th of the month...i dunno how to ans her..jus told her busy...i hate telling lies but i dun wan her to worry for mi so i hide from eveyone...oni few know dis matter...im so tired...tired of living in dis meaningless world...wat am i living for now...