todae is my 'N' lvl last paper...D&T paper...i shld b happi...but somehow i feel dat i wasn't happi at all...i tik i noe y but i jus cant stop tikin all dis...it makes mi v sad...hope dat nth realli happen...n i heard nth rit frm e start...im feelin v sad nw...i dunno y...i jus cant smile frm my heart nw...oni fake smile can be seen...i look more fake den a person undergo plastic surgeoury...i cant be lik wad im b4 nw...hai...is dis fated???i dun realli noe...