sundae...it shld be a beautiful dae...but to mi todae is a rainin dae...cos my life is as rubbish as last time...nth hav changes...except one...hai...y wil my life becom lik dis...hope dis is a dream dat i wil wak up frm...but i noe i cant...im so terribly sad nw...nth wil cure mi...hope i hav tonnes of money nw...so dat i can do thing dat i lik so i wun be so sad...

wad wil happen to mi in e future...i realli dunno...i dun dare to tik...cos im afraid dat my wishes wun be commin true...im so lost...lost...wish dat i can die nw n forget everytig...but i noe i cant...hai...my nick has once return again... "SaD gUy 4 eVer" ...as alwaz...