todae os 31st of oct...last dae of oct...saddness is over le...im startin a new life...which was nt gd at all...no life de...everydae wrk...slp n eat oni...wad a borin life im startin...but no choice...wad pass has pass...i shall nt tik more bout it...

when is 'N' lvl result comin out...im gettin more n more anxious le lo...wish i could get e result nw...

in my shop alot of tig happen...sometime...gd n sometime bad...so sian...n one more tig...WHY IS MY PAY SO FUCKIN LOW!!!!den low nvm...but i hav to do all e shit for e cut cost company...i feel it is not worth...am i nt gd enough to be a gd staff to e haagen-dazs company...hai...but be mindful it HQ HAAGEN-DAZS nt ESPLANADE HAAGEN-DAZS...

7 RANDOM things bout mi...
1.hate sport
2.hate school
3.love workin
4.money
5.girl(obviously haha)
6.sleep
7.play

7 things that SCARES me...
1.COCROACH(dunno hw to spell)
2.no money
3.too much work
4.GHOST
nth le...

7 FAVOURITE music...
1.jay:ting ma ma de hua
2.jay:bai se feng che
3.183 club:magicroom
4.cao ge:superwoman
5.FIR:tian tian ye ye
6.wang li hong:ai cuo
7.full house(dunno sing by hu)

7 people i FANCY...
1.all of u shld noe
2.my outlet manager(my legendary chio bu)
3.my family
4.my friends
no more le...

7 thing i SAY most...
1.OK
2.dunno
3.mabe
4.orh
5.yes
6.oh
7.huh???

7 things i LIKE most...
1.my HP
2.my bag
3.my home
4.my work place
no more le...

7 people NEXT to do dis...
1.anyone hu sees this

nw its thurs le...its 6am in e mornin...acctually sae wan blog on wed but in e end stil blog on thurs...but aniway let start on last sat...

last sat...after work when to drink wid my manager...drank til mornin cos my manager was drunk...OMG!!! n i scolded her...i tik i was drunk at that moment also haha...so sry...den reach hm on sundae mornin 7++ den go bath den when out to work le...so nve slp in e end when i was workin i was stonin at one corner...realli look lik a status...hai...den after work when hm...n den also nve slp den went to meet JB n company...den when chsttin half-way i fell aslp...slp til sweatin all over...hai hhaa...

den on mondae nth much happen jus when work n went out wid my manager n fren to drink again...went makan sutra to eat first b4 goin to drink...den my manager wasn't feelin well again n vomited...but she insist on drinkin...but den she got little bit drunk again...den went hm le...den slp lo...

den tues jus work as per normal den go hm slp...den wed...off dae yay!!! but went RC to celebrate chye hong(RC manager) b'dae...den last train off le so cannot go hm den mus wait for her to finish her job den can go hm...dat is y i blog at such a late time...im slppy le...goin to slp le...

EVERYONE!!!GD NITE!!!ZZZZzzzz...

todae is my 'N' lvl last paper...D&T paper...i shld b happi...but somehow i feel dat i wasn't happi at all...i tik i noe y but i jus cant stop tikin all dis...it makes mi v sad...hope dat nth realli happen...n i heard nth rit frm e start...im feelin v sad nw...i dunno y...i jus cant smile frm my heart nw...oni fake smile can be seen...i look more fake den a person undergo plastic surgeoury...i cant be lik wad im b4 nw...hai...is dis fated???i dun realli noe...

sundae...it shld be a beautiful dae...but to mi todae is a rainin dae...cos my life is as rubbish as last time...nth hav changes...except one...hai...y wil my life becom lik dis...hope dis is a dream dat i wil wak up frm...but i noe i cant...im so terribly sad nw...nth wil cure mi...hope i hav tonnes of money nw...so dat i can do thing dat i lik so i wun be so sad...

wad wil happen to mi in e future...i realli dunno...i dun dare to tik...cos im afraid dat my wishes wun be commin true...im so lost...lost...wish dat i can die nw n forget everytig...but i noe i cant...hai...my nick has once return again... "SaD gUy 4 eVer" ...as alwaz...

why??why e world is rottin...dis is e qn i keep askin myself...n i found out dat becoz dis world is full of SHIT ppl dat is y its rottin nw...i hate dis world dat is full of SHIT ppl which eat SHIT n tell SHIT lie...their mouth jus smell lik SHIT...n they jus tik it nth to some ppl...SHIT ppl tik sry can solve everyig den u mus be crazy...when i slap u infront of everyone n sae sry to u..wil u accept...stop ur SHITTIN rubbish ok...i realli hate dis kind of SHIT ppl...cos they r jus SHIT n smelly n they r thrash...n i realli hope i wun meet more SHIT ppl in e future...cos i dun wan e world dat i live in is a SHIT paradise...i HATE SHIT!!!!!

if this world is free frm SHIT ppl dat tell SHIT lie...dis world wil nt rot anymore...cos without SHIT e world is so beautiful...n smell gd...n without SHIT ppl i wun hav to listence to SHIT lie dat come out of a SHIT person...fuck ur smelly SHIT...n get lost frm my sight...i HATE SHIT!!!!!

todae do something which i dunno is right or wrong...but i hope things turn out well...

todae wak up at 2+...did nth but starin at e com day-dream...den study for 1hr..nth much to sae todae...bye...

i wil alwaz miss u...

todae is tuesdae...mornin wak up le den brush teeth...den prepare to go sch le...in sch first paper was math p1...got afew qn do wrong oni...so happy...yeah!!den go hm 1pm go sch for geo paper...hope i can pass...cos scare pull down by ss den become worse...after that go ming hse lend his D&T textbook to study...tmr havin science paper...hope i can do well...

miss u alot todae...

todae is mondae...n lvl start le...todae eng p1 n p2...can pass la...hope my other sub can do well so dat i can go sec5...

todae nth much to update...cos whole dae at hm watch tv...got alot jay de new song le...lol...

miss u alot...

todae is sundae...nth to do..oni words of confusion...tmr is N lvl le...nve been so nervous before...n im v sad also...dunno y also...hai...hope u were by my side...

miss u so much...