dunno wat 2 do nw...so sianx no one 2 go 2...sad....sad....sad...y am i becoming so easily hurt in BGR...y...i dun undertand y i've become lyk dis...y cant i juz let go...when she dun even hav feelin for mi...i realli cannot go on anymore...i juz wan 2 let go but i cant...
2dae...e manager call mi le..goin 2 get my workin uniform le...goin 2 start work le...hope dat work hlp mi 2 4get her...i realli wan 2 4get her but i cant...y is it so hard 2 4get her when we hav nt even start dating...y...feel so terrible nw...no one tok 2 mi...no one can open my heart nw...i feel dat my heart is veri pain nw...pain til i wan 2 dig it out...
SaD gUy 4 eVeR
haix...dunno wat to start wid...veri sad e whole dae...aspecially afternoon tym...coz whole dae nth gd happenin to mi...mornin no uniform coz stil wet..den nve go sch...my mother keep 'kp' mi...den no mood le...den slp again lo...
den in e afternoon receive a msg which i dun expect to receive so fast came...den i c le...feel lyk wanted 2 cry...but no tear come out...first tym wan 2 cry but no tear...veri 'xin ku' in my heart...feel dat there is realli nth worth 4 mi 2 carry on livin...
den at nitez...veri e moody...at my bed nth 2 do...den suddenly tik of dat msg...den suddenly cried...realli veri sad...haix...my nickname is cummin back le...
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在九月假期。。。我每天都在家玩电脑。。。什么也没做。。。玩的游戏是maplestory。。。因为这游戏游分等级。。。而要升级必须要时来练出的。。。我很喜欢这个游戏。。。我就说到这里了。。。再见。。。
so sianx...maple do sumtig wrong den mux redownload...so long...when 89% le i press sumtig wrong den muz do again...haix....jux as sad as i lose sumone...
nth 2 sae le...bb...
nw at hm so sianz...nth to do...den muzt lookafter my younger bro so cant go out..haiz...sianz...nw nth to do so cum update blog lorx...haiz..2dae...goin chiong maple again...mabe gt work do le...coz my bro hlp mi find de...1hr $5 leix...gd horx...but dunno can anot leix...
haix...nth to sae le larx..bb ppl...miss u all...
haiz sad...nw lis 2 e 'yi qian nian yi hou'...veri sad dunno y also...gt a feelin dat i wil be veri sad frm nw 2 e end of my life...feel dat she wil nt accept me...coz a feelin she gave mi is dat...im nt important 2 her at all...also she dun look veri happi when wid mi...but wid james she can go wild...mabe im juz gettin jaelouse...im so afraid dat...dat sum dae she wld go wid other guy n nt mi...i so afaid 2 luv anione...even her...im so afraid...of losin sumone...so afraid...
y...y muz i always e one waitin...im afraid dat she dun accept mi...i already lose 2 love..i dun wan 2 get hurt...but i dunno wat she wld do...mabe i nt even 'pei' 2 love anione...coz i dunno hw 2 let go e person i love...i dunno hw 2 wish them happi wid other guy...i realli dunno...mabe i wasn't prepare 2 love sumone ba...im oni a 16yrs old boy....which dunno wat is love n wat is lettin e one i love go...
sad guy:this is my new hp number...9846 3596
