so sad...feel dat e wall is stil between us...im very sad...dunno wat has happen n it mak mi remember sumtig which happen last yr...im veri frighten...frighten dat i wil loose sumone i luv again.....T_T...

hi too busy 2 update last week...den dunno wat 2 sae but juz feel e same dat sumtig is nt rit nw... dear miss u so much...tak care ok...wo ai ni...muackZzz...

so long nve update my blog le...veri busy these few dae...sianZzz fail 3 subject le..so sad...but happi dat chem gt 37/50...but nw my dear seldom cal mi nw le...miss her alot...wo ai ni dear...

yesterdae come back hm frm camp den cal my dear...but she...dunno hw 2 sae larz...feel dat after e camp dunno wat 2 tok abt lyk dat...mi start 2 scare dat it might be over soon...veri soon... i dun wish it becum lyk dat but im really scare...T_T...nth 2 write le...miss u dear...

todae...10+ den wak up...miss my dear leiz...den afternoon go out wid mi dear 2 watch movie...n cowe[dunno hw 2 spell] N anqi also...den my dear wear veri nice leiz...so pretty...heheZzz...den watch HITCH at CS...damn funny sia...laugh til lyk crazy lyk dat..hahaZzz...den so long also...heheZzz...den go TM tak neo card...so funny lorz...hahaZzz...den go hm wid my dear...den i eat dinner den dunno she can cal mi anot...wish can coz tml goin NCC camp le...wil miss her alot de...den 8+ lyk dat pack e tig 4 e NCC camp de...den tired sia...dear wo ai ni...muackZzz...miss u dear....

so sianZzz...my dear dear dunno wat happen...keep saein wan 2 cry but i stil dunno it coz i ask her y den she wil sae nth all e tym...haiZzz...sad lyk hell...dunno y my dear lyk dat gt prom nve tell mi...wish i could share e sorrow wid her...T_T...wish she can be happi also..everytym saw her lyk so sad den i also dunno y...den some ppl dunno den tik i nve care bout her...so sad ar...sad til dunno wat 2 sae ar....mi realli wan 2 cry out le...T_T...dunno wat can i do 2 mak my dear happi...i realli realli realli dunno wat 2 do coz c her so sad i also cant do anytig...feel dat im so useless...T_T...miss u dear...wo ai ni..........

hi mi todae do nth...in sch gt exam...so sianz...den gt du lan wid jing jing N geraldine...coz dey sae til lyk i nve care abt my dear lyk dat...haizZZ...so sad...>:but nvm nw nth le...den miss my dear alot...miss u dear....den later dunno wat tym goin study...den abt 11+ den slp todae...luv u dear... wo ai ni...muackZzZz...

hi...mi again..heheZzz...todae so sianz gt exam haiz...sad maths die le...eng also die le...WAN LIAOZ!!!!!den afternoon my dear at hm cry leiz...T_T...so sad coz she scare shi qu wo...but dear dun need worry bu hui de...ying wei WO AI NI!!!!!<>den den at nite go out wid JB n james 2 studi...but in e end we oni tok cock nve studi...den 930 gone hm...damn sianz sia...miss my dear alot...miss u dear...wo ai ni...i luv U...<>.....

yesterdae i nve update so i update nw...on fridae i meet dear dear le den go sch...in sch so sianz change 2 exam sittin arrangement...but gd coz can sit near 2 my dear dear...hehe...den english gt do work wid my dear dear...den geo so sianz...den chinese period i go behind chat wid ah yan,jian rong N sen...den recess...eat little bit oni...den physic so tired...den go hm le change 2 my NCC uniform den go NCC...den outside sch saw my dear dear den she dunno...den NCC do e speech dae rehersal...den e weather damn hot sia...
den 2dae mornin wak up by my dear dear den msg...den miss her alot sia...den 12+ lyk dat dear dear cal mi den chat til she wan slp haha...den i also go cook my lunch...den nw waitin her 2 wak up den cal mi again...den nth 2 do den cum update...miss u dear...muackz...

hihi...2dae i wil update 4 these 3 dae...on mondae...hmmm...mornin meet my dear dear at 630 den late leiz...so sorry dear...den in sch also nt veri much tig 2 sae..den i short term memory cant remember anytig le...
den on tuesdae...meet my dear dear den my turn 2 wait 4 her haha...quite long also hehe...den in sch dunno do wat shit...haha so lame...den after sch ask her 2 cum my hse...den took so long 2 pursue her 2 cum hehe...den cum my hse rot...til 330pm lyk dat i start 2 hug her...hehe so happi...den 400pm send her 2 main gate there den she sae can go by herself le so i go hm first lorz...den at hm do nth...
den 2dae...mornin meet my dear dear also den go sch rot..haha...den assembly dat tym gt 3 siao ding dong cum perform...haha quite funny also larz...den go hm...den miss dear dear alot sia...T_T den chat wid my dear dear den she suddenly sae in mornin her grandma saw us haha luckily i gt behave sia...hehe...
miss my dear dear zhishan..luv u dear...muackz...